Tuesday, 20 October 2015

Andy

Picture: Onnys Aho
The dining hall was empty save for a single occupant who sat snoring peacefully before the large windows which let in the mellow autumn afternoon sunshine, that streamed down upon the old man in golden streaks. Dust particles played around in that resplendent light and alighted upon the old man's face, but he did not stir. His slumber seamed so peaceful that even an earthquake could not wake him. "Is that him over there?" inquired the young man of the matron at the entrance to the dining hall. "Yes sir" replied she "Shall I wake him for you?" she finished "Don't bother, ma'am" came the young man's voice so coolly that it seemed to melt in the air as it left his lips.

The youth then turned on his heels and made his way toward the elderly man who slept by the window. His footfalls so soft upon the freshly polished wooden floor that they sounded like light rain falling upon a pane of glass like a whisper. His stride so graceful, that it resembled the elegance of a swan upon the water streaming across the hall toward the man that had altered his young life. His crisp linen dress shirt rustled softly as he approached the old man where he beheld the back of his head. The shape of which they both shared.

 The young man's pulse quickened as he crept ever closer to this man who had been the cause of so much of his anguish, that the youth felt his blood boiling beneath his skin. He took a deep breath, calming his beating heart, and turned to face the old man. The latter hadn't noticed the visitor, and kept at his slumber with his chest rising and falling like the mild ebb and flow of a current. The youth's eyes washed over the old man's face with such intensity that if his pupils were books, one could easily discern within those deep pools of brown, the scars and hurt that swam beneath their surface. A moment passed thus, before these two wells overflowed and spillt  thin streaks of  tears that chased each other down his youthful cheeks. Biting his lip to keep the tears at bay, the youth whispered: "Bevan". The elderly man stirred as he recognized the voice of a child that he hadn't heard for close to two decades. Blinking, he opened his wrinkled eyelids and beheld before him a boy, no, man, that resembled himself so much, that it shook him from his daze.

"Andrew?!" said the old man, his cloudy eyes moving frantically over the youth's face. "My name is Andy!" replied the young man, his voice turning to ice. "Oh my dear boy!" said the old man, sitting up in his wheelchair, lifting his hand up to his boy's face in an attempt to caress it. Andy swatted it away gently and replied:"Don't call me that!" Andy felt a sudden surge of anger rush through his body that caused him to shudder as one would on a cold winter's morning. He gathered himself and announced: "I came to say goodbye father" He said, straightening his body. His skin glowing like gold, with his bushy hair glistening in the afternoon sun that fell on his erect back. 

"And to thank you!" Andy finished, as his eyes danced over this creatures visage. The old man, slightly taken aback, looked up at his son stunned and replied: "Thank me for what?". Andy shut his eyes for a moment, and beheld behind his beautiful eyelids and long lashes, every memory of every lash of the cane that once fell upon his bare skin, every word of ridicule, and every tear shed in his lonely moments that were stored in the deep recesses of his mind. And with a heaving  breast he said: "I came to thank you for putting me through the flame, as I have risen from it to cast sparks of light to those who need it most!" The old man remained shell-shocked, his lower lip quivering, as cowards do when exposed. Andy knelt before him, and alighted a soft kiss upon the liver-spotted forehead of the old man before saying: "I thank you and I forgive you Bevan." Rising, Andy walked around the wheelchair and made his exit with tears welling up in his eyes. He stopped at the entrance, and looked back at this man who had altered his young life. Looking up to the heavens, he announced in a croaking whisper: "Thank you!"

"You are more than a fading scar"

T.B


Monday, 19 October 2015

A Learned Italian

"A Learned Italian" was the name given to the sixteenth chapter in the novel The Count of Monte Cristo, and within that chapter, I was graced by the presence of a singular old man named Faria. "Le Abbe", as poor Edmond Dantes referred to him touched my heart, mind and soul in ways which led me to believe it possible that Providence, the Higher Power, the Divine or whatever term you wish to attribute to the supernatural, exists within the pages of a book.
Deep in the confines of the abyss known as the Chateau d'Iff, i was introduced  by quite miraculous chance, to an imprisoned clergy-man. He made himself known to me by his response to  Edmond's heartfelt lament: "Who talks of God and despair at he same time?" The Abbe cried, and in that moment, that small moment, a tiny ray of light seemed to me to issue from the heavens, pierce through the stark stone walls of the chateau d'Iff, and illumed the dark cloud that hovered over Edmond Dantes for so many years. The young sailor's prayers had been answered!

Using an incredible amount of stealth and planning, the duo then plotted a way to meet.
The Abbe, having dug a tunnel through his own cell, intending to painstakingly chip away at the slabs of stone of the prison, by chance, or as we have seen, fate; found himself adjacent to the sailors cell where they began their most remarkable interview. I paused a moment as i read how Faria had alighted in Edmond's cell, like a star that had descended to the earth, which would then  subsequently rise from its temporary abode, into cell number 34. Dumas painted this sage thus:"his stature was small, with hair that was blanched and withered with sorrow, and a countenance that announced a man who was more accustomed to exercise his moral faculties than physical exercise"

Dantes, naturally was overwhelmed with a queer concoction of emotion when he laid his eyes on this poor, rugged creature, which rendered him paradoxically warmed by emotion and chilled to the touch. "Let us see" The Abbe then said as the pair scrutinized the old man's miscalculations. Dantes, still in a state of wonder, then inquired about the old man's length and manner of imprisonment, which the Abbe, then replied with a lengthy recollection of deception, and a long-concealed parchment containing the whereabouts of a lost treasure.

The new friends then swore to meet in the Abbe's cell where they would proceed with their strategy of escape in more detail. Now as I delved into the low tunnel that formed the portal to Edmond's long lost hope., I, like Edmond, expected to find a chamber, strewn with books and charts of geometry and astronomy, but to my disappointment, i was met by a dingy cell which boasted the most basic furnishings that were permitted to the residents of the dungeons in the Chaetuea d'Iff. "Come! Show me the wonderful inventions you told me of-I am all impatience to behold them" Begged the young sailor, and at that, the Abbe asked Edmond which he would fancy seeing first. Faria, then proceeded in showing Edmond his collection of  literary works on the state of affairs in the Italian monarchy, the works of Thucydides, Xenophon, Shakespeare, Machiavel and the scripts of languages which the Abbe had scrupulously drawn from his memory, which i felt, captured in a brief moment, the sheer brilliance and tenacity of this old man.

Faria had written his work upon thin sheets of linen and old shirts collected from his previous incarceration with such adroit skill and precision, that Edmond marveled at how legible and organised each volume was. He asked the Abbe with what tools he had used to write it all, to which the Abbe then held up an ingeniously shaped pen-knife which had been fashioned out of an old candlestick, that bore a sharp point with a tiny nib with which he could dip into an inkwell, and scribble out his work. "As for the ink" continued Faria "There was a fireplace in my dungeon, but it was closed up long before I became an occupant of this prison. Still it must have been many years in use, for it was thickly covered with a coating of soot. This soot i dissolved in a portion of the wine brought to me every Sunday, and i assure you a better ink cannot be desired."

At this explanation, Edmond found himself in deep reverie as to how this old man, so forlorn, so frail, could muster the devices of his imagination, and use them as crafts for his emancipation. Edmond wrestled with his mind looking for a flaw to attribute to a man who had such vast knowledge in language, politics and life, but to his disappointment, found no imperfection. I believe in that moment of thought, the young sailor discovered the true power that human beings can exert upon their minds. "What are you thinking of?" asked the Abbe of Edmond in his moment of meditation "I was reflecting in the first place" Replied Edmond "Upon the enormous degree of intelligence and ability you must have employed to reach the high perfection to which you have attained;- if you thus surpass all mankind while but a prisoner, what would you not have accomplished free?" The sailor finished.

The Abbe's response to this question left me teary, as he seemed to shatter over million year's worth of human limitation in one simple answer. The Abbe replied thus: "Probably nothing at all;-the overflow of my brain would probably, in a state of freedom, have evaporated in a thousand follies; it needs trouble and difficulty and danger to hollow out various mysterious and hidden mines of human intelligence. Pressure is required, you know, to ignite powder: captivity has collected into one single focus all the floating faculties of my mind; they have come into close contact in the narrow space in which they have been wedged, and you are well aware that from the collision of clouds electricity is produced-from electricity comes lightning, from whose flash we have light amid our greatest darkness!"

Awe-struck I paused yet again for a moment, and reflected on this eloquently worded reply which seemed to be spoken so nonchalantly by the old man. His words brought back memories of heroes and heroines who have applied this very same philosophy within their lives. Men and women who saw fit to ward off the oft times crushing wave of dire circumstance .These words seemed to echo in my mind, and the sound led me to think about how the greats who came before us had suffered so dearly, and yet they endured. The Abbe showed me in a moment, the indescribable truth that in great turmoil, the human mind seems to unlock itself to reveal a hidden genius that is buried there like the very same treasure that the Abbe so brilliantly found by deciphering the burned parchment in his library. The will to live, that flame that burns with a bright hue in our hearts cannot be extinguished by an external wind, it is everlasting, and it will burn on for an eternity if we can only find it within our hearts and minds to not shy away from the darkness, but to rather walk into it, in order to find ourselves.

I will not delve into the details of the young sailor and his assisted escape, or the manner of the Abbe's death as that would spoil the magic of The Count Of Monte Cristo, so I will end my eulogy, if you will, by saying that I undoubtedly believe that divine  messages come to us in ways in which we least expect, and I was privy to this truth by listening and hanging onto every word spoken by the Abbe Faria. As I read each word, and turned each leaf of the pages within this book, I heard him, and his voice lingered in my ears and echoed in my heart like the voice of God in disguise.

T.B